im bored.. nk buat apa nihh :( haihh.. lifeless lha aku kt sini. kayy.. takpe. at least lg aman drpd dok kt ruma and asyik kena marah jea -,- pfftt. k. nk cter apa ni ahh.. haa.. now i remember wht to story merry today..
jap jap *nk type title*
kayy.. dah lama ekceli nk post pasal bende ni.. but ntah.. berat bahu memikul, berat hati memandang *eh, btul ke ayat toe? rasa cam pelik jea.. kayy, nvmnd.
so, abt wht post kali ni? hmm.. it's about my life as 'forever alone' huhu.. memey ah sedeyy.. but wht to do :/
cer cterr.. cter dye ceni..
2 tahun yg lepas (tahun ni 2011 yea, harap maklum).. pada bulan august rasanya..
waktu tuh i darjah 6.. miss tht senior year. best tauu.. kayy, bck to the story. waktu tuh tga beratur. and adena sprt biasa menjalan kn ugas sbg ketua kelas 'wehh,, beratur lek lok boley takk.. ishhh.. diam lahh.. jgn bcakap! shhhh!! dah dah.. diam!' and as usual ahh.. i kelas apa? 6L. yg beratur sblah kelas 6L? 6D. yupp.. kelas ammar chong. kalau tak silap time tu dia pun ketua kelas gak ott.. cz dh terbiasa nmpak dia pakai tie merah. mhehehe..
kayy, so hr toe, beratur and lalala.. then cikgu soh duduk. i as monitor, mmg tak boleh nk ke depan kalau semua dh duduk. so yeah. duduk je lah kt belakaaaaaaaaaaaanggggggg skali. where dak2 popular pun slalu lepak. then tetiba ammar tegur.. * mls nk cter. short cut dia, korg ada something in common. then ktorg start talking2.. then bulan ramadhan pun menjelang. it was the best ramadhan ever. cz i spent 24/7 *kayy.. maybe NOT THT KINDA 24/7.. but agak rapat ahh..
semua org ckp ktorg scandal and lalala.. diorg jelezz toe.. ktorg slalu lepak everytime nk sahur. lepas berbuka pun ada jugak texting2.. bila i menghilang kejap, mesti dia nk emo.. then tercarik-carik.. even ktorg penah lepk kat luar and checked out the moon and the stars. so big bright shining.. lawa :') so one day ni.. i dunno kalau dia still ingt ke tak.. dia mintak couple.. hmm.. ntah lah. i didn't answer anything. and Ammar, hilang cetnoe jea.. sedey tauu..
bila masuk form one, azureen sempat lagi dtg kat i, nk gossip pasal ammar. yeah. sakit hati ni. my world was full of darkness :'( i dapat tawu yg ammar couple dgn maisarah. i stalk mai for day's.. and after tht i'd realized. mann, i have to move on!! like wth?? aku tak tergila kn ammar kayy... like,, ughh..
so i let him go.. and until now.. i ceni je ahh.. forever alone :/ zZZZzzzzZZz......
and im alone... alone... alone.. until now. my ramadhan.. there's atiqah around me. jujur, i rasa i always layan atqh. lepak ngan tFie and others.. cam, liddat2 jea.. tak selalu. but atqh.. bodo ahh,, cz i rasa dia cam nk ganti tempat ammar in my story. so particularly, the most thing tht i've been terrified.. she'll leave me alone.. leave me w tears and emotional... pfft.. adena goes lameee~ i know. but wht to do.. just hopin' tht my crisis w ammar, wont happen twice. i'm begging.. just. don't. leave. me. kayy :'/
and now
