love hurts tauu..
i know you're still upset with wht happened yesterday. on our anniversary. kau nak tawu tak? lagi sakit aku baca new post kau. sedih gila. seriously i dont understand with ppl around us. back then when we was a friend, ppl sebok nk jodoh kan kita. bila kita dh couple, semua org cam tak suka.
i don't wanna leave you right? it's a promise and promise tu jea satu2 nya bukti yg aku betul2 sayang gilaa kat kau. back then, you choosed to be with me. kau tanak aku sedih ape sume. tapi kenapa baru skrg kau nk undurkan diri? aku tanak sakit kan hati kau. aku tanak sakiti kau. tapi kalau kau mmg nk tinggal kan aku, baik kau ckp depan2 drpd kau post kat blog sume tu. aku lagi sakit dohh..
im trying my best in this relationship. if you wanna know, risk meceni yg aku takutttt sangattt bila dh couple. but you said it will be okay. i make mistakes. well, yeah. twice already. i wanna fix it. but i dunno how. aku nk org support aku skrg ni. i really need Rish and Tfie here and tell me wht to do.
welll, semalam sempat lah jugak otp dgn arisha. i called tfie but she didn't pick up. lgpn time tu Ailaa dh bising2 mintak dance step ape sume tu (kenapa lahh bdk tu tak carikk kau terus ah, tFie??) then haha.. nanges ahh. arisha cakap dia tak boleh lelama otp cz dia kena pergi.. hm.. sorry lah korang aku kacau time2 korang tengah happy holiday kann *nangessss
you, skrg everything is up to you. you do wht's best for you. if you think leaving me is the best, then do it. yeah, mmg i akan down gila2.. as i said, broken heart take time to cure. i'm dying here. for sure lah kann kalau you mmg nk tinggal kn i. but i can do nothing but not stop loving you.
maybe you are right. i pandai cakap. susah nk bukti kan.
but i swear. i really love you.
i hope it did not fail. the love between us. i never meant to hurt you. never. cz i know and i trust myself. that i really love you. period.
