so entry kali ni agak lain dari yg lain. sbb panjang. it's about F A T H E R. you have a father. me neither. tak ada ayah? i'm so sorry to hear that. bukannya apa tetiba nak post pasal bapak ni.. tapi, terdetik pulak kat hati nak buat perkara sedemikian.
First of all ; I AM NOT DADDY'S GIRL. truly i am NOT! i'm not a big fan of my dad. seriously. nak ikutkan satu artikel yg my senior bagi ni.. hubungan anak perempuan dengan bapa lah yg paling susah nak terjalin. kalau korang rapat dgn ayah korang ;bersyukurlah. My relationship with my dad, is not that good since i'm 11-12 y.o liddat.
bila terfikir nak buat post ceni enn, time nak carik gamba, time tu lah i realized i never take a picture of us together. in my laptop? none. at all. daddy a bit busy recently ni *sedih
daddy dh selalu balik lambat. kadang2 around 2am baru dia balik.
my dad? dh banyak berubah sejak bila, i dnt even know when. ni tgh sedih sbb dh 3 malam tak dinner -.- sbb daddy tak balik rumah -.- dh 3 hari order burger; baru pagi tadi dapat.
daddy's been act weird lately ni. i mean, sejak family lunch kt Jaya One ; mkn Nandos. Daddy left us centu jea. tak bayar tak apa, endup mama yg kena keluar duit. even satu sen daddy tak keluarkan.. camana tu?? sejak haritu my mum rasa down gila. neither do I. i am big enough to understand the situation. adik2 sorang pn tak tahu psl ni. diorg kecik lagi. tak faham pape..
today is 2nd December. masuk hari ni, dh bape hari dah daddy tak balik mkn dinner sama2. dh bape hari aku tak bersua muka or talk to daddy. about anything! ye lah, 7.30 am daddy dh terkejar2 nakgi kerja. but at least dulu, lunch hour daddy balik. but now; satu hari batang hidung pn tak nampak -.-
kalau balik pn, 9.30pm mecentu. pastu tak sampai 1/2 hour, keluar balik gi office
curious tu harus ada. even past few weeks ni mama finally said the word that i always waited; mama regret sbb kawin dgn daddy ! goshh.. i am so relieved!! sangat wehh..
korang tak tawu knp aku benci sgtt kt my dad. dia tu, kalau nk ikutkan, the GREATEST DAD EVER. but no, i can't see that anymore. now, he's just.. FAKE :/
