everything's alright now. don't you do spoil everything AGAIN, Dena

i've messed up. again. you know.. aihh.. sedih doee kalau nak cite2 pulak. i just don't wanna talk about it. buat aku nangesssssss jea.. hari ni dh puas dh menangis depan dia (tak puas pun sebenarnya) you know the feeling when you try to hold from tears falling down.. likee,, tahan nanges. boleh pedih doee tekak ni.. haa.. centu lah aku rasa kebelakangan ni..

so today, we had a talk. and half of my time with her, full of tears. mula2 tu kira okay2 lagi.. bila dia dh cakap pasal separate, uihh, lagi kuat doee aku nangess.. serious sakit gila my throat time tu.. tahan sbb tanak over menangis. but i just can't handle it. sampai badan start memanas kayy.. and the selesema dtg balik -,- so, dengan segera lah saya cuci muka, cepat2 gi makan ubat. hmmmm.. nk jujur sebenarnya setiap soalan -dr first thing dia cakap nk tanya something tu-    i can't breath like i used to. macam.. my world turning upside down. all i wanted that time was make it over as soon as possible cz i don't wanna talk about it. mmg my fault kayy..

ohh, maybe i lupa nk cakap how worried i am tgk you dgn si Taatul tu.. lama2 macam.... entah. try not to think that far.. but so far, you macam sukasuka je dgn dia *muka risau+gelisah+lalala

okdah.. tamo fike. both of us, can't deny, masing2 attractive. you lagi lah.. both girls and guys suka kt you *rolling eyes

yeah. that's you darling -,- pfft..

hm.. malas dah nk fike.. hope pasni i don't mess thing's up again.. banyak sgt dah mistake aku buat kat dia..

bila i tried to turn back enn, seems like everything is SO PERFECT WHEN WE'RE JUST FRIENDS AND THE MOMENT WE'RE IN A RELATIONSHIP. several days after 29th, macam... entah. i don't know that feeling. and i don't wanna know. i don't want you to leave no matter what happen. tu jeee *ketap bibir..

aihh.. bila dh finish semua tu, ya Allah leganyaaaaa hati ni.. dah. serious tanak fike apa2 lagi.. benda dh lepas. biarkan berlalu.. Adena ni pulak satu masalah, bertindak dulu baru berfikir -,- dh biasa sangat meceni.. time2 sekolah pun meceni jugak.. time ambang nk kena sound tu, baru sedar kesilapan sendiri. i can even list what was my fault. where did it went wrong -.- adenaaaa adenaaaa~

hm.. im glad that everything's fine right here. cuma, dia dh ambik BJ.. kesian sayaa :/ takpe ahh, i still got ben10 rightt.. hehe.. you'll go nowhere.. teeheeee :3

okiee dokieee, saya mau check itu facebook. makin bosan maaaa :'( takpetakpe.. kalau dia ada, bosan tu dh tak terasa.. ecececehhhh.. haha.. okay!