Wednesday, February 27, 2013

something unrelated

i feel so odd when two different seniors came back to schl and i treated both of em in a major different way. i dont know what is wrong with me but i certainly felt it.

somehow they're just my seniors. always there for me. tapi kenapa aku macam ni? kenapa aku rasa lain bila 2 senior berbeza menjejakkan kaki ke sekolah semula? sedangkan we always hang out kott..

bila Iqffa datang, serious rasa down. api billa arvi datang, rasa happy gila. haihh.. aku kenal Iqffa jauh lebih lama drpd kenal Arvi. they meant so much to me. what should i do?

arvi did her best to make me smile today. i mean, how she always told me that she'll try her best to hang out with me. at one point in my life, ada jugak cakap,

 jangan terlalu depends kat senior sangat. you wont be with them forever 

so yeah.. this saturday ada road run. and then Netball MSSD. my schedule sumpah ketat. tak boleh nak lari mana. kena pandai2 catchup. exam pulak the following week. BPBM punya practice pun on thurs and friday. talked to Pn Saba abt it this evening. hmmm..

oh oh, btw  tadi belajar main hockey. bestttt~ haha.. i mean, boleh ah tang nak main tu.. tapi nk handle hockey stik tu susah sikit. asyik kena backbite je. eh, backstick. haha..

tapi best ah.. i also did my recovery for chemist this morning. glad that everything went well as expected. now now, nak cari cikgu for physics, add maths and maths actually sejarah pun kena ada extra jugak tapi entah laa.. tengok laa how.

 right now, i really wish ada org yg sukarela nak bantu budak Sri Aman yg sorang ni. dia sangat sangat sangat sangat perlukan senior untuk bagi tujuk ajar untuk subject form 4.