this thing aint easy to heal.
you have to stay strong and move on. forget about those shits he put you through and move on. take away the pain and move on. brace yourself and move on. ignore shits and move on.
move on.
what does it actually supposed to be like?
forgetting your ex when they don't wanna let go but it's just you who pushed em away?
finding someone else that is wayy better when the fact that you still realise that nothing can ever replace your ex?
mhmm.. this shit hurts. but what do you expect?
finding someone else.
when you feel loved, you dont wanna let go. although letting go is the best thing to do at one point.
i wish move on was easy.
someone will change your thoughts about your past. but it seems like you need a little more time to deal with the pain.
he thought by being with you all the time will make you forget your ex. and he was wrong.
and you dont know how are you going to tell him.
when he makes you happy.
he were there when you're ex isn't. to make you smile. to make you laugh. to make you feel like it wasn't the end of the world. to make you feel, special.
and when you do, you slowly letting go. but somehow, there are still scars that will never ever ever dissappear.
you will feel happy. but nobody knows that you still cry yourself to sleep.
when you realised that you used him.
you will never know when things gets worst. when you can't bear with your feelings.
you wanted to hide it all. but somehow you can't. he is always there to push you. to make you move on. until there's one point when he knew, all the things that he did was wasted.
you didn't change.
as he said he's tired to fight for you. to help you when you don't wanna help yourself. he will feel used. and he will back off. that's when you loose someone else.
hurt.
it's the last thing that will constantly remain if you didn't let go.
you hurted someone who is there. who is willing to help you out.
you didn't mean it. it just happen.
and most of all..
you hurted yourself. again.
