i don't do things so that i can remember her. i just did things that i used to and ended up thinking about her. i never ask for this.
on the other hand, i thought that, i never wish to let her go. man, i'm starting it again am i?
currently i suit myself at the park, next to the basketball court as usual. i dont know about HGs but i really need to start to think over about my life. basically, it's the harderst thing to ignore.
i am not happy. not at all. nothing i do makes me happy. nothing has changed since the day she left (well, i am not talking about those lovey dovey days that we spent together) maybe I changed. to a much worst type of person..? right now, i just wanna talk to Aina and Addo idk.. need someone to talk to.
