Tuesday, April 30, 2013

you left a scar behind. i cant believe it's me.

it's tuesday morning and i'm listening to marina and the diamonds.
kind bored right now. doing my IT stuff(s) obviously this shit aint fun. 

suffering period pain right now.. omg why am i telling this? -.-

well, as yknow, regarding my post title obviously about someone or something.
to be honest i feel sad.. broken.. for many things had happen.

idk why but i'm going down.. like, super downnn.. i dont like what i'm going through right now.

some more Hanani so jahat.. bringing up the topic that i ditch few months ago. i'm moving on slowly but you hit me and drag me to hell, again. how could you..? sobs..

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well, i hope you're happy now (which i dont really think you are). you promised me you will be better, so why dont you prove it to me? you promised me that if we were to be a stranger, i deserve to be happier at all sorts of time. but why i can't feel that?

are you telling me lies?

i shouldve known that i was never the one who made you happy. i am just a scar, am i?
when someone else saw tht and you decided to leave it all..

is it me who cause the pain? the scars? what are you trying tell me? say it.